Where is my mind
I am in a rotten mood today – I bust my ass to get to the studio at 8:30 during my photoshoots. So when I get here I expect that we will start shortly after 8:30 – hell really I expect to get started by 9 – so when I am 3 shots behind schedule and my team is still eating breakfast and taking their time at 9:30 – I get irritated.
I think I woke up in a rotten mood – I don’t know if it is cause I went to bed so early and got too much sleep or what – maybe it’s because deep down I am struggling with confusion. Whatever it is – it is making me be a person I don’t like. I don’t like being grumpy and anti-social. It’s probably a little to do with the fact I am tired of being in limbo with a living situation and I see some relief on the horizon and I am just anxious to have a place to call my own again. It has been about 8 years since I have been happy in my living situation. But to have my own place that is mine and my style – it’s long overdue.
The whole reason I started this entry is because I opened my internet and saw the Apple start page on safari and noticed that the top songs on iTunes were a bunch of mindless pop top 40 shit. And that set me off to write something. I think it’s just a matter of everything compiling on top of each other – I’ll be fine – writing always helps.
On to day 4 of this photoshoot.
I think I woke up in a rotten mood – I don’t know if it is cause I went to bed so early and got too much sleep or what – maybe it’s because deep down I am struggling with confusion. Whatever it is – it is making me be a person I don’t like. I don’t like being grumpy and anti-social. It’s probably a little to do with the fact I am tired of being in limbo with a living situation and I see some relief on the horizon and I am just anxious to have a place to call my own again. It has been about 8 years since I have been happy in my living situation. But to have my own place that is mine and my style – it’s long overdue.
The whole reason I started this entry is because I opened my internet and saw the Apple start page on safari and noticed that the top songs on iTunes were a bunch of mindless pop top 40 shit. And that set me off to write something. I think it’s just a matter of everything compiling on top of each other – I’ll be fine – writing always helps.
On to day 4 of this photoshoot.
posted by brandon at
9:49 AM
