how is it fair?

how is it fair that people who are genuine and caring and worthy of the best lives possible - have their lives taken so horribly and suddenly.

i know that the world doesn't judge one person more worthy over another but these are good people that are being taken - honesty, trustworthy loving people.

i just don't understand it - this is going to sound so stupid - but i should die before any of these people.

i've hurt people - i've been a horrible person - why should someone who has done nothing but serve other people and act so selflessly die?