Monday, February 23, 2009

burying the past

hey you - yeah you - with the shovel and the bag of bad memories and secrets -

open your hands and drop everything- what you are doing is pointless - it isn't going to help - it's just a band-aid to wound that needs the be stitched. all the band-aid is going to do is stop the bleeding for a bit but it won't fix the gash - actually what's happening is the wound is just getting infected - festering more as it sits there hidden.

i am speaking to you out of experience - i had applied many band-aids and while i thought the gash was taken care of and maybe a small scar would remain - i recently found that i was wrong - the wound is still there and fresh like the day it was made.

so now i work on stitching the wounds closed - i have always said everything happens for a reason - well maybe all the sirens and the doctors rushing around trying to point out the obvious - was so that i could turn around - remove the band-aid and finally find the healing that my wounds need.