i forgot my belt today

every time i get up i look around nervously cause i feel naked - i left my belt on my bed. i am sure it sounds silly - a thin strap of leather making me so paranoid - but i just feel incomplete.

it got me thinking about how symbolic this is - i own the belt - i have it with me almost every day - but when i don't have it - i am incomplete - i don't feel whole or put together.

this strap of leather has a dual purpose - it is used for support and it is used to complete "my look". so when I don't have my belt i am struggling to feel that support and i am struggling to feel like i am a complete person.

the belt exists - i just carelessly left it behind - i know when i get home it will be there waiting for me - it isn't the belts fault i feel this way - it's my own carelessness and me trying to rush through things.