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so i've become really involved with group of people around the world that are happy being "quirky alone"

i am happy being that way - but deep down i know something is missing here.

i have always seemed to have that golden touch - everything that i become involved with just "works"

but when it comes to relationships - man i can really fuck those up - i try convincing myself that i am better off alone - and i think i am better off alone - FOR NOW

but i really am an extreme romantic - and i hate to let that go to waste - so i just offer up advice to other's who lack it to help them make their mates feel loved and adored.

i am staring to really crave a person to focus my "extreme romantic" side on. i know now isn't the time - but i sort of can't wait till that girl walks into my life and takes my breath away.

but i think that person is going to have to find me - i think the cosmic forces that be - are going to bring us together - not me - not her - it would be really fitting if we meet via unconventional and ironic circumstances.

she will love food and traveling and want to consume both at every chance we get. she will love music and like that i want to buy her cute things to wear - she will love writing and want to share her words with me while I share mine with her - the more i think about it - the sadder i get cause i am not sure this person exists.

but i am the eternal optimist so i have to believe that anything is possible

so fate i am here waiting to see what you bring me - and i promise to take care of it.