driving home

sigh


i just changed my status on myspace to "contemplative" - i just got home and my drive home was good. i opened the sunroof and put on mix CD and put it on random. Goodnight Rose came on and i just started singing as loud as possible. as soon as it was over i just had this huge smile on my face. it felt nice. the open road dark and mysterious - that warm thick summer air that can only be felt in Texas, in my hair. i don't know what it is but listening to good music with my sunroof open while I poorly song along makes me hopeful that good things are still possible for me.

i don't know what it is - but the last few days i have started feeling differently. smiling a little bigger. i am probably crazy and just caught in a moment. i need to just be real with myself.